today i’m 186.9 lbs

yes i am eating–scallops, sardines, wild rice, dried fruit the last couple of days……i smell like wild fish…..i don’t use deodorant–couldn’t afford it anyway……and no, I do not go to barbershops or hairstylists–I use scissors…..most of my funds go to work-connected bills, utilities, rent, and meds–not food…..i manage a 1000-1200 diet by one meal i split up throughout the day and lots of water, coffee, lemonade, and when I’m naughty Koolaid….i want my tummy to be flat without effort, thin, corporate body, lean, neutrality, sexless, hence the 120 goal.