so you aint seeing my face on the reg no mo

why?

i don’t know what the fuck i am any more and im confused

i am questioning my humanity at this point, let alone my worth/value on this planet

like i question not just my gender but my whole body and brain

and don’t tell anybody–i had made an error of expressing my issues and now i probably got my ass on radar

so now i have to work twice as hard and make it a point of showing myself to be extra perfect

which means this post won’t be up long either

it’s like i asked to be slapped tonight because i had a weak moment–my fault i broke a rule

NEVER ADMIT A WEAK MOMENT

im usually better than this