Let’s shoot for underweight: 120lbs at 6’0

Why? Why not? American men, especially men in my community, like fleshy women. I’m trying to avoid attracting men right now. A mental burqa or veil/covering, but not for religion. Survival and mental health in a conservative, patriarchal setting.

So 120 it is. I’ll settle for 140-148 as my stopping point, but 120 is a great long-term goal. I am 187.9 today.

Doing the 800-1000 cal thing saved me money (not that I have any right now), plus no cigs has me a bit short tempered, which means that collectively I’m not very nice right now, but so much more likely to get straight to the point and not delay on deadlines.

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