yes i spent the night in er

i am okay

no i am not starved–just in mid-crisis as my body readjusts and i readjust

to my true weight and gender and apparently my hormones–my female hormones as i am not accustomed to being this small…..i am 190 and at my height of 5’11 my body fat is low and my muscles need to be strengthened……i am toned and strong, but……it’s odd not being overweight or obese…..working almost 24 hours from home and never seeing people……..yes, i am getting help…..