with every pound gone i lost a part of the shield i had to protect me from you

now i am truly skyclad and naked and it is truly glorious to be free and to be me – at 190 and 5’11 zero excess fat flat tummy perfect breasts perfect ass and perfectly frightened out of my mind because you really are bigger than me and i really did think i was just some fat chick you were bullying and gaslighting and now i don’t know what you want well i know and i’m a bit nervous and curious