my excess weight was my brain reacting to me being raped at 18

i basically freed myself from my mind and body literally swallowing me in fat to protect myself from rape, stalking, beating, bullying……..the Holy Spirit helped me see that i could not eat away the racial oppression and that i could not hide my gender by being fat….still a woman….my body shed the weight but the realization and change itself of it all including the pain made me mentally sick enough to have seizures…..in curing one big illness fueling the brain swelling –obesity, the damage from caused the obesity emerged…..that being rape, child molestation, bullying my entire life, stalking, domestic abuse, etc, etc, etc, etc……..

guess i know how i will approach my next written work…..and podcast…….

yes, this will go into my work……….it is my work……i have a novel here….i have my first black feminism book….anthology with lots of essays…….my first multiracial feminism work…..