the dilemma of losing weight…..

and my body and hormones and blood flow returning to normal and my pussy feeling like I’m 20 years old–which i’ve enhanced as i stretch and massage my limbs and mid-section and back and chest to release the pain and tension built up over decades….my erotic pulse….my magick flow returning…..

dilemma of celibacy, which means no release of some energies, save through masturbation…….but at least i do have a sex drive–grows stronger each day…..may become another form of energy that is usually kinetic–sudden bursts….haven’t seen it in a while….doesn’t mean it’s not there…..waiting.