So, my friend Gil Van Wagner died on Xmas Eve. I’m just now finding out. Long struggle, good fight. He was my friend. I’m just now finding out that Gil my friend who brought me back to love died on Xmas Eve. Gil, you are part of us all now and I thank you and your family for being you, for lifting us up from despair, oh my God, you kept me from committing suicide last year. Uhm, please do(family) keep his writing available to all — at some point, I would like to write about Gil. For now, God Bless you, and God’s speed Gil my brother from another lifetime!