Size 8 or 10 — a goal right now.
I need to get away from these hurtful, hateful people next summer and I can’t do that if I don’t lose the weight that gets this pressure off my brain and skull because I can’t drive right now.
I want to drive.
I want to travel.
I want to meet new people, find a new lover/partner, find someplace nice to relax, write, make love, and just enjoy life.
I work in a toxic environment with toxic administrators and faculty
who enjoy hurting people for the fuck of it
who love draining energy from people
who enjoy gaining power through sadistic, cruel means
I need a vacation from this environment, preferably near salt water which means sea/ocean water–hot or cold water, snow or rain.
I need to clean my body, mind, and soul with Mother Yemaya’s Birthing Water in order to clean myself of the toxicity that is UDC and for that matter this whole fucked up racist, misogynistic, classist, colorist town called DC.